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No Easy Goodbye (OC/Shannon Moore appearance by Matt Hardy)
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Me, Me, Me.

song by south sixty-five

*She said "We've got to talk"*

*And I knew it was bad*

 

Shannon Moore looked at his girlfriend of three years, Marina Lane, with a confused look on his face. He thought everything was going great between them. Hell he was even going to pop "the question".

 

*Cause the look in her eyes*
*Was worried and sad*

 

He attempted to put his arms around her but she pulled away. He didn't know what was going on. He assumed she was happy because he knew he was. But as the saying says "Assuming makes and ass out of you."


"
Marina, what's wrong? Why do you look so sad?" he asked no longer able to stand the silence.

 

*She called me an angel*

*I felt like a clown*

*As she stared out the window*

*And said "You'd better sit down cause*

 

"Shannon," she started. "I love you; well loved may be a better word." She looked at him seeing the hurt in his eyes.

 

"Marina, what happened?"

 

"I don't know, I honestly don't. Shannon, I just woke up the awhile back, looked in the mirror and realized that this," she extended her arms, "is not where I want to be. I also don't feel what I used to for you."

 

*This is gonna hurt, this is gonna ache*

*This is really gonna cause your heart to break*

*I've gotta tell you something' that'll make you cry.*

*I'm trying to let you down in a gentle way*
*But there's no easy goodbye*

 "You fell out of love with me?" Shannon asked trying to put together the pieces of the confusing puzzle.

 

"Yes," she frowned. "And Shannon I'm truly sorry because you are such a great guy. It wasn't your fault either, it's all mine. I think I rushed into our relationship way too fast," she held his arm.

 

"Are you saying "we" were a mistake?"

 

"No, I'd never say that. Never!"

 

"You know I love you, right?"

 

"Yes, I know. I love you too, just not the same way, and it's not enough."

 

"Are you leaving?"

 

"I think that would be the best," she confessed.

 

"Can't we make this work or at least try?"

 

"No."

 

*I thought I was dreamin'*

*I just didn't know where to start*

*I just wanted to hold her*
*And show her all of my heart*

*So I told her I loved her*
*And she said "I love you too"*

*Then she quietly whispered.*

*There's someone new?*

 

"Please," Shannon asked once again.

 

"Shannon, there's someone else now. I don't love you, I love him. I didn't want to tell you because I didn't want to hurt you."

 

"Who is it?"

 

"You don't want to know," she said trying to hold back the tears. "I'm sorry."

 

"Damn it Marina! I want to know. Do I know the asshole?"

 

"Yes," she admitted.

 

"Tell me," he screamed loosing his temper.

 

"Matt," she said turning away from him.

 

"Dear God," Shannon sighed placing his face in his hands and shaking his head. He should have picked up on it. "How long?"

 

"Two months?" she answered without looking at him. She had tears running down her cheeks and guessed he did too.

 

"And you have just decided to tell me know?"

 

*This is gonna hurt, this is gonna ache*

*This is really gonna cause your heart to break*

*I've gotta tell you something' that'll make you cry.*

*I'm trying to let you down in a gentle way*
*But there's no easy goodbye*

"I'm sorry, I should have told you sooner, but..."

 

"But what??? You wanted to let me believe you loved me. I can't believe you Marina...and Matt, for God's sake he was supposed to be my best friend. How could the two of you do this to me?"

 

"We didn't mean for it to happen! Honest. It just kinda did. And he asked me to marry him."

 

"To marry him? What the hell did you say?"

 

"I told him yes."

 

Shannon stood up and paced. "This has to be a nightmare! It has to be."

 

"That's not all."

 

"What else can there be?"

 

"I'm pregnant." She informed him.

 

"Who's the father?"

 

"I'm not sure," she admitted. "But Matt said he doesn't care that he'll raise it as his own either way."

 

*It's so hard to let go*

*Of the one that ya know*

*Loved you better*

*Than all of the rest*

*But she stood there by the door*

*As she turned to me once more*
*Sayin' "Maybe, this is all for the best" oh*

 

"I'm leaving, I'll be back to pick up my things later. Probably when you're not here though, and then I leave my key on the table. Please don't hate me or Matt. We never meant for this to happen this way. We both still care about you," she paused at the door.

 

"Like hell you do," he wiped the tears off his face. "I don't want to see you again, so make sure that you get your stuff while I'm gone. I'm sorry I wasted three long years on someone that ended up to be a whore in the end," he said out of anger. "I really hope you are happy," he added sarcastically. "Goodbye."

 

"Bye," she said opening the door and closing it behind her. She felt empty inside as she leaned against the door.

 

Once she was gone Shannon let the tears fall, she was his life. He loved her so much that he didn't know if he could go on without her but he knew he'd surely try to.

 

 

*This is gonna hurt, this is gonna ache*

*This is really gonna cause your heart to break*

*I've gotta tell you something' that'll make you cry.*

*I'm trying to let you down in a gentle way*
*But there's no easy goodbye*

 

*This is gonna hurt, this is gonna ache*

*This is really gonna cause your heart to break*

*I've gotta tell you something' that'll make you cry.*

*I'm trying to let you down in a gentle way*
*But there's no easy goodbye*

(C) Abigail Louise Wotring